Giggles and Giddy-ness
One of my sisters went to meet Daddy today. And now they’re all together. It’s a happy day ^.^ And I’m grinning in a very silly way after I got a call from both of them. ~~~ In other news, my other sister Sora showed me this: El Goonish Shive *squeals* The obsession to make my squirrel on Second Life is returning. She suggests having one made. I have no idea how much...
Reblog picture time
It’s picture time folks. Pictures that make me think of what I’m thinking feeling today. I’m gonna give it until later this afternoon. For those who read my blog for my words, be forewarned. A deluge of pictures is coming that you might want to skip over for my recent blog posts.
It's not about me
I cannot touch him. I cannot hug him. I cannot reassure him of my presence when the presence of another seems faded. The laughter can be shared. The tears cannot. More is needed. The distance is too wide. I can sit and listen to the pain. In his voice. In his words. A pain not unlike something that devastated me. I can feel the echoes of it. So much so that I want to run. But how can I,...
I find myself dwelling on loss. There are a number of reasons I guess. Memories and current happenings. And I think that’s it. Nothing profound to write today.
Needed Words, Perfect Time, My Family
Me: His current baby girl is here
Me: His name is ****
My Sister: but your Daddy is better than Her daddy
Me: giggles then gives you a hug
Me: Glad you said that somehow
Daddy hugs and holds sakura
Daddy: yes well i won't do what he did to her. she's to precious to me
My Sister: and us all
Me: smiles, "Being really silly and getting teary eyed."
Daddy: love you sakura
My Sister: Nuuu - no crying on the beach
The Crimson Tide
For all who missed the PSA on Skype. The Crimson Tide has arrived. ~~~ What that means to you and the safety of your children and the precautions you should take: Don’t ask if I’m doing anything because I’m on my period. Just don’t. Last week and early this week, I’m crampy. Hormones, I don’t know what those are, but I like my belly heated and rubbed and...
Now there are small buds on the cherry blossom tree which lay barren for quite some time. Will they bloom? I do not know yet. ~~~ There was a lovely birthday party for my offline boyfriend on SL today, thrown by Daddy and the family. It made me feel really good and my BF had a wonderful time too. The fact that something that matters so incredibly much to me was focused on by him and all the...